Ofoxygen: god he's so hot
Ofoxygen: i'm gonna faint
Ofoxygen: and fall out of my chair
nonglamour: awww!!
Ofoxygen: and bang my head against the desk
Ofoxygen: and die
Ofoxygen: and you can tell everyone i died of beauty
nonglamour: tragic!
Ofoxygen: hahaha
©
11:00 p.m. Monday, January 1, 1996

ohh i forget: can we
ohh i forget: listen
ohh i forget: to jay z when you are down
brothel of vice: as long as i can bring the notorious big.
ohh i forget: can i
ohh i forget: paint your nails
brothel of vice: as long as you are not disgusted by them
ohh i forget: will you paint mine
brothel of vice: as long as you do not mind polish on fingers/hands/face
ohh i forget: no of course not
ohh i forget: can we
ohh i forget: makeout
ohh i forget: with poprocks in our mouth
brothel of vice: as long as we are drinking soda and recording it.
brothel of vice: (for dexterity, of course)
ohh i forget: can i write on you
brothel of vice: as long as you sign it with your name
brothel of vice: and a heart.
ohh i forget: can i tell you i love you if we're caught up in a moment and not have you blankly stare back at me
brothel of vice: as long as i can kiss you instead.
ohh i forget: that doesn't work.
ohh i forget: but oh well.
brothel of vice: well. you tell me you love me. i kiss. i guess it is just one of those scenarios i play out in my head.
ohh i forget: and then you dont love me back
ohh i forget: and it's not okay
ohh i forget: i'll try so hard not to say it
brothel of vice: it'll all be about the moment.
ohh i forget: will you play wiith my gross unwashed hair
brothel of vice: hehe. as long as i don't get aids.
ohh i forget: hmm
brothel of vice: hell. it would be worth it anyways.
brothel of vice: will you let me feel dumb and awkward for the first bit?
ohh i forget: yes.
ohh i forget: can we laugh in between kisses
brothel of vice: as long as we are laughing with, not at.
ohh i forget: can i call you beautiful and not have you look at me like i'm nutty
brothel of vice: as long as i can call you pretty back and not have you tell me otherwise.
ohh i forget: will you kiss my nose
brothel of vice: among other places.
brothel of vice: (that is one for my slick count)
ohh i forget: hhahahah
ohh i forget: can i tickle you
brothel of vice: as long as you don't mind seeing five foot ten asian boys howl and squeal like little girls.
©checklist
10:43 p.m. Thursday, April 27, 2000

1) tongues entertwined with tongues
2) people to take portraits of
3) ten minute hugs
4) reassurance
5) brown paper bags
6) construction paper
7) learn to play the piano and sing at the same time
8) deletion of boys names that start with; r,p,n,d,a.
10) decoration of composition books.
©things i need
06:58 p.m. Tuesday, April 25, 2000